It's been like more of one huge tornado, with many traumas circling me all time. Then one pops out and encompasses me, maybe two and eventually they go back into the spinning around me, even faster. And I wait for the next one to drop out.

Things that help? Not really, but the spin does seem to slow down when one or two are encompassing me. Or maybe I'm just so overwhelmed I can't feel the spin as much. Being inside renders you helpless. No matter how much you scream, yell, kick......no one knows your there. I know a world is existing outside of the tornado, I get glimpses of it sometimes, but not really things I want to see.