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Originally Posted by UpDownAround
Sometimes depression is a level below hell. I am slightly hypo today, but I think slightly less than yesterday. No urges but sometimes I wonder if brain chemical highs keep the longing for euphorics from diminishing much. A longing is different than an urge; no immediate plans or thoughts of using. Longings are much harder to shake.
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Yes I think longings are different than urges. Because I'm a social user it's been that way since I was 15 years old. started with the basics and now I'm 40 and sometimes it's like second nature to me. A longing or an urge I think only applies to the situation where it has hindered your way of taking care of yourself financially and physically. I try to keep a balance and if I wanted to stop I can stop it's other things in my life that the drugs feel a certain void for me. On the way to the clinic first time see you later