Maybe you need a re-evaluation of your medication? You seemed to get better for a while. What year of college are you in? The first and second year can be really tough. Add depression to that and it’s just that much harder. I hope you find some relief with your tdoc or pdoc and feel better soon. I don’t think you’re faking it either. I have a problem with motivation as well. I understand. You’re not alone. Sending big hugs.