In an hour and a half, it'll be my sister's birthday. We haven't talked in over a year and didn't leave things off very well, to say the least. There's a lot that goes into that. A lot of backstory I don't care to get into. It just hurts. Every year from now until part way through February. I hate this time of year. I just want to forget.

Those are my thoughts tonight. Thoughts I wish would disappear...