I've only had one relationship in my life. I saw him for about a year, but it didn't work out.

I felt like he was too affectionate. I needed my space. I also did not want to have to call him everyday. However he was really nice and kind.

I wish I could find the right person. Someone who will give me my space and who doesn't like sex a whole lot.

I'm not sure if I like men better or women, but I think I prefer men because maybe one day I'll like to have children. I would prefer if the man were more the mothering type to the children though, because I'm not very good with children. I'm also not very maternal.

I'd like to pass on my genes.

Anyways, are there men out there like that? I'm seriously thinking maybe I should look for transgendered men. LOL I think my family would object, which is too bad.

Sigh. I just want to find a friend for life.