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Originally Posted by ilija
So, my life is messed up. I'm poor. My grandma has all cancers and dementia. My dad is a phisycal worker/contractor. He makes 200 $. He isnt cause of my problems. Well in school (im 7th grade) i fallen in love with girl that's 14. She's not answering my facebook messages and I'm afraid to talk to her in person. I play volin 6 years.I even made video in 2015. I wont show you URL. But nobody but my dad cares about it. Things that made me try to kill myself were: I have unrealistic Crush, I'm ugly, i'm poor, i play instrument that cares about but my dad, and I really dont like most things my friends like. For exmpl. music, sports, and then i follow politics, geography, and im excellent student. English not as you noticed my primary language.I'm Serbian. I know my life is better than most of people that dont suffer depression. But i'm losing hope in life.Help please
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I lost both of my parent who had cancer my dad was eat up with cancer. My mom, brothers and myself had attempt suicide and my brother in law had committed suicide. It will affect those around if you committed suicide they will grief over the lost. It will cause complicated grief which is the worst kind of grief there is. Have you watch Teal Swan what to do when you are thinking about suicide it has help me when I was on that ledge on youtube. Or The rock talk about his depression