I can try, but it worries me. I actually opened up to my friend tonight about what's been going on with me, lately. I talked. I don't know if it helped anyone.

Now I'm alone. And, for my friend, I flushed my drugs down the toilet. I did it to ease her mind. Now I have nothing, but I can't deny that it's probably for the best.

Maybe tonight helped her a little. And maybe, I was helped, too. It's just difficult to see it right now. Everything in my head is just... really loud.