This might sound strange but my motivation is my future love and life and stuff like that. I grew up and still have not fallen in love. I "hit puberty" a while ago and realized some things about life that I want to perform and tell people about. I'm more than I realized and I know that is not a delusion of grandeur because I always think that I'm nothing for some reason. I just have enough courage to say now that I'm more than nothing and more than what people think of me. I think that I got trapped in some way into believing that I was so nothing by nothing itself! I totally must fall in love and gain some confidence!

So long story short (and a selfish little story), I just want to fall in love and stuff like that. I want someone to tell me things that I've never heard about life and myself and wisdom. I just love these things like short stories about love and an explanation about love which I understand is just that I wanted someone else to tell me their thoughts about it.