My heart feels SO heavy right now. Like the weight of the world lives in my heart. I am SO discouraged, so disappointed, and so disheartened.

I really thought we were building something that seemed SO positive, SO fun, SO uplifting and SO amazing. It's not like I fell in love, but I could have with him eventually. The potential was there for certain. And now I think I need to let him go. I am very sad.