My day, that I thought was going to be so terrible just improved. Someone asked me if I would help brainstorm fun something for the all employee company meeting (I love that, esp. if I can get a game or team excercise through).

Then my boss came in my office wanting to know if I can meet with him next week about ownership in the company. I’m a little stunned. I got some negative feedback on my last job review BECAUSE I was hypomanic. Right after that I crashed down into a terrible depression and got on the lithium. I figured they noticed I seem to have mood problems. I mean, how can you not notice??? I have different personalities and wardrobes even when in different states. Yeesh, I was wearing slightly revealing clothes last summer. I could just die, ugh...

I do know they landed a difficult but very large client in part based on my work. And they have had several others I have had to present to that went away satisfied. I have really worked hard, put things in place, and improved many things.

I feel good about today. Don’t get me wrong, they aren’t giving me anything, they want my money, LOL. It’s just that I’m feeling good because they wouldn’t want me as a part owner if they really didn’t like my work.

Man, I was thinking about quitting when I was depressed...