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Originally Posted by sinking
But what if for me, good is bad and bad is good?
not therapy and not aging has changed this for me. it is also what i (think) i want.
so, no good from getting healthy except not having family worried... but its not (always) my first concern. i must think about myself too, right?
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It's 100% up to you what you choose to do. But I imagine you will eventually find that going in and out of hospital, self-harming and drinking too much will ultimately bring you more pain and suffering. I hope that someday you will be able to come out of the cycle.
