i just cant fix this! and that bugs me. i have been in and out of mood swings, its not fun. and too afraid to tell my doctor whats up so they dont even know.... they gave me zoloft, and it just makes me worse. makes me manic. but i still take it. how stupid am i! whats my problem? i know i need to go get the right meds for this but i just cant make myself. just trying to cope on my own. just cycling back and forth and trying to numb it with benzodiazepines and zoloft. when will this stop and why cant i stop it?!