I’m never going to make it. I opened up chapter 7 and it’s complete gibberish. Exponential functions?? Wtf?? Whyyyy did I think I could learn math...I should have remembered high school and that was before all the psych meds and ECT addled my brain. I’m going to write my resume this weekend and start applying to jobs. I might as well. I don’t care if I back out of my contract. I found out that another math teacher backed out as well. I don’t know if he is continuing in teaching, this was his first year. Point is it’s doable. Especially bc I don’t want to stay in education anyway.

Fuuuuck man I just can’t. I’m sick already. This is going to be a disaster.