I called at therapist today and scheduled an appointment. I have spent the rest of the day trying to talk myself out of it. But we will go. If we don't like the therapist we will find another. I don't think I will tell the t about my diagnosis. Not until we trust her. This way if it don't work out our business isn't everywhere. We are doing ok at the moment we just need someone to talk to. We are on our own right now. Writing this makes me feel like I am letting too much be known. But it also helps to know I can say stuff