How disappointing!
I am very sorry it went that way after all of your hard work!
Yes, it sounds like you could benefit from a different pdoc.
Keep all you have written out, it could be very useful in the now and in the future.
I know you feel like giving up. I do, too, sometimes. Yet, it's not the best option. Hopefully, you can find a new pdoc... which will be a challenge... but it may just work out.
We are here for you. I know it's not enough, but it's something. I wish I could do more to be helpful.
Thinking of you.
Stay safe and keep posting.
Get some rest tonight, if you can.

WC