Christina, it sounds like you have a lot of anxiety at the moment. Stay strong, go to your appointment, and keep fighting against your illness. It will pay off in the end.
As for real life friends, try go gauge which friends would want to know this much about you and have the depth and sympathy needed to deal with it and which ones do not. There are all kinds of friendships out there and you don't need to disclose everything to your more casual companions.
Stay strong, be safe, and good luck with your appointment.
Cyran0
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Dx: Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Major Depressive Disorder, PTSD (childhood physical/sexual abuse), history of drug abuse.
Meds: Zoloft, Lorazapam, Coffee, Cigarettes
"I may climb perhaps to no great heights, but I will climb alone." -Cyrano de Bergerac
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