On the way home, though I started worrying about if he wants to get rid of me and it didn't seem in relation to him leaving in six months. I am approaching the six year mark. So I am worried sick if he wants to get rid of me and that he thinks I'm a hopeless loser. I think it has been awhile since I have had one of these incidents.

So, I texted T and asked if he was sick of me. He responded telling me that we are okay as usual. I feel so much better.