Sorry that's the problem. My family doesn't want me going to a ward. They think I'm being dramatic and say I won't last 10 minutes and think I'm seeking for attention because I always sound like I'm running my mouth to them. They think I'm full of it. I think I do a good job holding my frustration though. And I keep spacing out sometimes thinking wtf was I trying to say, etc. It blows. I have to visit my pdoc Monday but too afraid too. He thinks I'm full of it too.