Yesterday I was on a Facebook group for people who have my heart condition, and there was a blog post that a guy had posted about his experience being diagnosed. I related to it so much and was really moved by it, so I sent him a message saying so, and also mentioned that we are close in age and geographically close, so I thought I'd say hi because most people on those groups are older and in other countries. I guess I just wanted someone to talk to a bit who might understand what I've been going through.

He read the message this afternoon and he hasn't replied. Now I'm thinking he isn't going to and I feel like an idiot and wish I hadn't done it. Maybe he thinks I'm a creepy weirdo or I was trying to flirt with him or something.