Maybe I'm weird, but knowing that I'm causing him anxiety does make me feel guilty. Yes, he wants to keep seeing me. There's a 9 month waiting list but he wants me to go to this twice a week skills group and I have to see him during that time. He also said on this phone call that (ok I can't remember exactly how he worded it) the amount of pain or how I'm reacting or something like that isn't normal. So now I feel like a freak now too. I'm thinking I may just quit telling him when I have a bad day at all and take a step back emotionally from the relationship. I don't know if he's doing it on purpose, bu I don't like feeling emotionally manipulated.