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Originally Posted by Tucson
Not personal at all. I am a bit paranoid about losing too much weight. My arms are thin, I thick too much so. Last year my weight lost was out of control. My weight dropped from 235 pounds to now 175. This happened in a relatively short amount of time, sometimes losing a couple pounds a day. I managed to stop the weight loss. However, not too long ago, I was at 178 to 179 pounds. Without meaning to, here I have lost some more weight. However, if I gain too much weight, I will no longer to be able to fit in my new wardrobe. For instance, my old pants are at least over five inches too large.
I was arrested for a DUI where I almost hit a mother and her child broadside. Went through two red lights. I have no memory of this. First time in my life I felt terrified over what almost had happened, which caused the weight loss. FWIW the charges were dropped since they found nothing in my blood to have caused this. I am seeing a neurologist later this month over this and other matters. I am still not over it even though this happened almost a year ago. I am relieved no one was hurt. I would of never been able to forgive myself otherwise.
PS Anyways, I apologized in advance if I sometimes carry on about the distance I walked, the speed I had attained, and my peak heart rate, and total calories burned. I have a fun toy on my wrist which is a fitness watch. It provides me with so much information, most of which I really do not need. However, it does motivate me to improve my previous stats. 
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Thanks for explaining. I'd feel the same way if it were me (very freaked out).

I hope your neurologist appt. goes well.

That sounds like a good thing to do. Yes, that whole thing sounds very disconcerting and super unnerving (if that were me). I hope you can find a way to forgive yourself at some point. I have noticed that I get distracted by my thoughts lately while driving, and it's kind of scary because I have caught myself almost going through red lights and I almost hit bicyclist the other day. Do you take the bus / walk now? Regardless, here's a hug for you.
I wish I had a fun wrist toy. like a fit bit. Carry on all you want.