Woke up super irritable again today. And super tired. Like I fell asleep in group. I was gonna come home and take a nice long nap but I had to pick my son up from school because he apparently still has strep throat. I was so enraged at my cats for begging for food I atta odd one of them. Not to badly, just flipped her over on her back and rubbed the hell out of her tummy which she hates. I almost stabbed myself with scissors to calm down. I don’t know where this rage is coming from. I hope it’s not a side effect of topamax. That’s the only thing that’s changed. I’m not close to my period so it can’t be that.

Ugh I hope I feel better tomorrow. My son has to stay home from school so I don’t want to be ina rage all day taking care of him.