You're welcome golden_eve. Yes, it's a battle to stay positive isn't it. I can relate. Good on you, though.

So, the weight gain: do you think it might be a side effect of the meds you're taking? Because it's a common side effect of a few different meds. I gained a boatload of weight due to meds once, but did manage to lose it all again. I do feel happier for it, yes.