Ah, well, I never can be a doctor of medicine. You see, I have various symptoms of disorders of the nervous system which include nerve damage in my arms and feet as well as disorganized speech. I am also a bit child like and it's a fact even if I turn out to be an astonishingly smart neuropsychiatrist, the patient will laugh at my advice, after seeing stitches on my forehead (indicating I have gone through lobotomy... anything can happen, ya know.) Not to mention I wouldn't like my patient to die due to the tingling and pricking-needle sensation in my hands. I was not fortunate enough to grow up in a normal family. Now, there's nothing that can be done. But that doesn't mean all hope is lost.

Despite all my problems, I am going to heal myself. I remember a quote from the Theory of Everything. "However bad life may seem, there is always something you can do, and succeed at. While there's life, there is hope." Now, I am not disabled as much as Dr.Hawking was. So why cannot I be a pharmaceutical scientist? I will always try my best to spread the word of God, which isn't the Bible or any other religious scripture, it is life itself. I am just a servant of the natural order. There's a reason why we call a disorder a disorder. It is something against the natural order of biological function.

I, as a Doctor of Science, will have the authority to help my fellow colleagues discover new drugs. I know, it won't be a walk through the garden. In fact I'll have to become even more emotionally damaged and stressed to even earn a bachelor's degree. Then masters' and then a doctorate. But I am going to change the world anyway and nobody can stop me, I am a rival to death.