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Originally Posted by yellow_fleurs
Feeling more depressed today, but also moving along and not letting myself dwell on it too much. Also feeling more anxious. Financial stress is real right now. Despite the way I am feeling I do have a sense that my mind is a little clearer and I can stop myself from impulsively doing harmful things to myself. I honestly feel like these meds make me feel possessed or something. Such a weird feeling.
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Sorry about the way the meds are making you feel. Can you talk to your pdoc about it? Keep strong and keep resisting those self-harm thoughts. I can tell you honestly, years later, I am grateful for the times I resisted, the thankfully little scarring I have.
I understand the financial worries all too well. It is a huge burden. 
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