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Originally Posted by cln1812
Sorry about the way the meds are making you feel. Can you talk to your pdoc about it? Keep strong and keep resisting those self-harm thoughts. I can tell you honestly, years later, I am grateful for the times I resisted, the thankfully little scarring I have.
I understand the financial worries all too well. It is a huge burden. 
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Thanks for the response. I did tell him the other day and he doesn't think it is from the meds, but is letting me taper off them. The thoughts are a bit better already, but maybe too early to be sure because it fluctuates. I am just freaked out that I don't even feel in control sometimes, like when I look back and realize it wasn't me in the driver's seat and it was worse than maybe I realized. I am usually glad that I resisted, and will continue to try.
Also sorry you are experiencing the financial burdens, too.