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Old Aug 02, 2018, 07:08 PM
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Originally Posted by cln1812 View Post
Sorry about the way the meds are making you feel. Can you talk to your pdoc about it? Keep strong and keep resisting those self-harm thoughts. I can tell you honestly, years later, I am grateful for the times I resisted, the thankfully little scarring I have.

I understand the financial worries all too well. It is a huge burden.
Thanks for the response. I did tell him the other day and he doesn't think it is from the meds, but is letting me taper off them. The thoughts are a bit better already, but maybe too early to be sure because it fluctuates. I am just freaked out that I don't even feel in control sometimes, like when I look back and realize it wasn't me in the driver's seat and it was worse than maybe I realized. I am usually glad that I resisted, and will continue to try.

Also sorry you are experiencing the financial burdens, too.
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