Thanks cryingontheinside. Yes, there's too much of it in this world. Watch out for that mobile game you were playing as well please. It's a trap for losing all your money. Those kinds of setbacks can really send a person into despair. Use the money for immediate needs instead - rent, food, cleaning products, etc. Make ordinary daily things your goals. I walk for exercise as well - and it's hard because I have bad social anxiety [very slowly getting through it though] - but I don't care, I want to walk. Nearly drives me mad, so I go at night a lot of the time - it's better.