There are so many things I need to sort out in my life and the mess is just one of them . I'm trying to tackle one thing at a time and just focusing on the mess first . I'm sorry you are experiencing the same thing with your place where you live . It might seem like laziness to people who don't understand , but depression is so powerful it literally can stop you from doing anything . I hope we can both fight against this . I feel a little bit stronger today .