No news from my potential job today. I don’t know if no news means good news or bad news. I’m searching on indeed for other jobs just in case this one falls through but I’ll probably end up going to a temp agency because I have no administrative experience. I’ll be back where I started in May. Depressing to think about. Especially because I was looking forward to having some structure in my life again.

My back is starting to hurt again. The injections may not be working. That would be sad. My dr said we could repeat the injections if necessary but I don’t know if it would be worth it. I’m not in enough pain to consider surgery yet. I’d have to be bent over crippled to consider surgery. I’m terrified of surgery. I wouldn’t get a c section in my 23rd hour of labor because I’m terrified of surgery.

Sigh. Hopefully I hear something either way from my job tomorrow. I just want to KNOW so I can move forward.