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Originally Posted by wildflowerchild25
No news from my potential job today. I don’t know if no news means good news or bad news. I’m searching on indeed for other jobs just in case this one falls through but I’ll probably end up going to a temp agency because I have no administrative experience. I’ll be back where I started in May. Depressing to think about. Especially because I was looking forward to having some structure in my life again.
My back is starting to hurt again. The injections may not be working. That would be sad. My dr said we could repeat the injections if necessary but I don’t know if it would be worth it. I’m not in enough pain to consider surgery yet. I’d have to be bent over crippled to consider surgery. I’m terrified of surgery. I wouldn’t get a c section in my 23rd hour of labor because I’m terrified of surgery.
Sigh. Hopefully I hear something either way from my job tomorrow. I just want to KNOW so I can move forward.
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Sorry about your back pain. My husband got to the point too where injections weren't helping. (He'd had a previous back surgery as a teenager from playing ice hockey. Then, his surgeon operated on him, went skiing over Christmas and never once told his parents they should then get him into physical therapy.) So he's had back issues awhile. It got to be so bad, he couldn't hold our daughter, and she was a toddler, 18 months or so. Then, it got really bad, so bad he was crying and sobbing with the pain. Finally, he just had to go have surgery done. There's only so much a person can take.
I hope things get better for you 
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