I’m obsessing over two things today. One, whether I still have a job or not. No word again today. If I don’t hear by Monday I’m going to contact the recruiter I’ve been in touch with and ask if she’s heard anything. I hope I don’t have to wait until Monday though.

I need to KNOW. I hate waiting.


Two, I’m not sure what’s going on with my boyfriend. I texted him last night about how we don’t talk anymore and he said it was just because he works all day and then goes to the gym and doesn’t get home till 9:30. Ok I get that but is it too much to ask to give me like ten minutes of your time a day? Then I texted him that I really like him and that I don’t want to lose him and I hope he feels the same and NO RESPONSE. Nothing. I texted him this morning like I always do to wish him a good day and no response to that either. So now I’m like is he thinking of breaking up with me or what? Again if he is I’ll be hurt and upset but I won’t die. But I just want to know so I can move on with my life. I probably won’t hear from him tonight either if he’s gonna he at the gym until 9:30. I don’t know. I really do like him, I’ve been telling myself I love him for two months now, but he doesn’t seem to feel the same way. I just want to know that that’s the case.


I need closure on these two things pronto. I’ve been obsessing about both all day long. I hate obsessing. It’s tiring.