Self harm again with the hitting and punching. It's become an automatic thing.

I've done nothing all day except lie in bed and watch YouTube videos and occasionally post here. I'm bored out of my mind.

I've been trying to read, but my concentration is shot, even with Ritalin. I do have audiobooks to go along with my ebooks, but I still suck. I feel stupid.

Also, I've been having major eating problems again. I just don't want to eat anything anymore. I just get an uncomfortable feeling in my stomach whenever I eat. It's not nausea, but just discomfort at this point.