I'm OK today. Yesterday was nicer since hubby took the day off. I'm not quite sure how to entertain myself or be properly productive today. I have some things going through my head, but am not sure how to approach them or if I have courage to approach them today.

Tomorrow I see my therapist. She is a somewhat new therapist for me. She is nice, and probably a little better than many therapists, but she is not even half as good as my last therapist that I quit seeing after she moved far from my home. I'll admit that I don't get excited to see this new therapist. I feel like my possibility for progress is stunted again, while it was slowly moving forward with my last therapist.

I asked hubby if I should send my old therapist a quick email just updating how I am. When I saw her last, I sort of got the impression she'd appreciate that occasionally. She used to follow my blog, but I have abandoned my blog for a while now. I'm not sure if she's thought about me at all to notice. Anyway, hubby said I should send her a quick note, but I've been procrastinating because I hate to send just an "I'm OK, but wish I was better" note. That's really the problem. I don't know what to write. I suggested to hubby that I e-mail her close to Thanksgiving to use that as a partial excuse, but he thinks I should email her sooner.