Members here, especially the two of you, keep me from going down the rabit hole of that being all I am.

I couldn't sleep last night. With what happened with my little sister and with the therapy session I had yesterday, I just couldn't clear my head. It was a really hard session and hit some mental pressure points. I guess, the way I should look at it is that I've created a new family with my friends. One where I'm not the scapegoat, I'm just me and that's okay. I just hope I don't lose it.

Right now, I'm just sort of here. I don't know how else to put it.