Sorry about your depression. I don't know, it seems like when I'm on meds I almost never remember my dreams. Occasionally, I will have one I remember but it's few and far between and usually something mundane like I have to take a final exam in a subject I am not good at and completely forgot to study for the test. Even my boring life is more interesting than that!

Are you not going to judo & choir because of being depressed? If so, can you motivate yourself to go to one session of either of those? It seemed like you were pretty happy when you were doing judo.

I'm sorry about the tremor. Do you suspect a specific med? Wellbutrin gives me hand tremors (first go around on it was in grad school), but thankfully, they always stop shortly after I stop the med.

I hope you start feeling better