Went to my pdoc yesterday. She said if I don't feel better, than she wants to add Lithium. I really get nervous about medication changes with all the side effects, so I told her I'll see if anything changes and we'll discuss this more in a few weeks.

I think I'm just going to rest on Thanksgiving. I'm just so incredibly tired lately. I'm trying to feel okay about the holidays coming up, but it hardly works. Last year, I was in a bad episode, and lately I feel lonely, yet I want to isolate. I cannot concentrate on what people are saying around me and cannot be present with groups of people and hide. I'm just so stuck in my own head and have nothing to contribute. Therefore, I am isolating and think it's best for me right now due to these factors and a lack of motivation.
Just trying to remain hopeful and hanging on.