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Originally Posted by piano97
Whoever said I overtook ANYTHING has no idea what they are talking about. My script on seroquel, that I accepted, was 25mg 1-2 tablets, TID. So I don't know what your talking about. The most I've taken, in one day, is 150, which, actually, is the top out of the script. And when I did take 150 total in one day, I woke up screaming the next morning. Which has continued to happen intermittently till the present moment. Not to mention the other side effects that have already happened. Let's all reflect on the fact that I was on 600-700 at one point early in the year....and guess how my quality of life was....Nill. I honestly prefer where I'm at right now, to that.
PS...I tapered off it months ago. And frankly it was pretty amazingly done. If you want to see the sheet on it, somewhere I have it. After I was off it, and looked back at what actually happened, I'm pretty sure it was far better than any doctor could have done. That stuff is toxic.
I went back on it Saturday if I recall out of desperation and it being suggested that perhaps I was manic. It did help for a few days, one small dose did the first night. I did get more sleep then a couple days in, but again, as I said, it was Tuesday night when I had actually had the best day I've had in awhile, that I decided to take more than 25mg at one time. I was 'accepting' the need for medication.
And woke up screaming the next day and I'm still just as agitated as I was then. I'm not mad at anyone at all. Not even slightly. I'm agitated, my thoughts move too fast, back to barely eating again. Can't sit still. Not to mention the other things/thoughts/side effects that were not there, at all, before I started taking.
The other stuff that had been happening in the past week or so, is totally gone and has been gone for days now. And that is really good. i don't even know where that stuff came from.
Now, for real, I'm not posting on here anymore lol. Half of it is axis 2 and another 30% are still in sheep mode and don't even know what you're taking. Not being a jerk. It's reality. If you want to rot out your body from the inside out....have it. I'm not doing it. peace
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1) Your posts are not clear and they are bit scattered. You write about accepting the need to medication, than about how toxic is, than how the more you take it, the better you feel...
2) I am myself unmedicated, been unmedicated successfully for years, i am proponent of "it can be done sans meds" or people being on least amount of medicine possible. Yes, that stuff can be harmful, even if it is helping and you should be aware of risks, bad side effects and reactions.
3) Constantly stopping and restarting your meds does not proof anything, besides you are in constant state of withdrawal and your body is having hard time adjusting and readjusting.
4) I mean no disrespect. But it bit unclear what are you asking for.
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