Thanks all. I’ll go through with that plan on what and how to tell her. Even though it gives me such horrible anxiety to even think about doing it. I’m not one to speak up or take charge which is why I write notes and by the time I think of what I need to say (and how to word it, because my mind is a mess) my time is up and I have to leave.

To everyone asking how often I see her, it’s 4-6 usually. She’s the only doctor in the office and is only there 3 days a week and is incredibly busy. She used to want me back every 2 weeks but then things messed that up. I would either get there on the scheduled day and there would be no note of my appointment so I would have to wait for a random opening and have a 5 minute appointment or 2 weeks isn’t enough time for my mom to take off work to take me. Yes I’m in my 20’s and still don’t have a license. I have too much anxiety and no money to take those car things like Uber either so I always rely on my mom.