I'm not sure why but tonight I got sad and this happened out of nowhere. A lot is on my mind. A friend of mine stopped talking to me cause he's depressed. Winter is coming and I'm sad. Had a biopsy not to long ago and I feared I had cancer, the friend who's been ignoring me wasn't there for me and this depressed me.

So I think today realizing my friend won't speak to me, made me sad. He's sad and seems to be changing. I'm worried about him. Even though he's ignoring me and won't speak to me, I still care and hope he's okay regardless. There's nothing I can do either. I'm just hurt...