I am alone, but I feel confined, nonetheless. Confined not by a relationship, but by fear. Growing up, I wasn't allowed to explore the world. I wasn't allowed to play outside even. The only thing that I was forced to do is study for school. Now I am afraid of anything new. I am afraid to fail. But I guess you are right, exploring the world is the only way to find passion. I sometime think to learn a musical instrument, like a guitar. Probably will start with this once I find a job, and be able to pay for the instrument, and for a couple of lessons.