I think I'm getting better. I woke up last night about every two hours feeling extremely restless and wanting to punch a wall, but when I woke up for good I was fine. Voices are less and I know they're not real (or at least other people can't see them). I can eat canned or otherwise sealed foods/drinks fine, although I panic a bit or don't eat things that are not sealed. I am still being watched take my meds and after, and that's still the worse time. I keep envisioning the pharmacists and the doc that prescribed my meds talk about me and all the sorts of bad things they're going to do to me.

I keep getting cold sores too. Annoying.