I don't know what to do about work anymore. I'm 27 and a school psychologist. I'm a horrible employee. I come in late or leave early and can barely keep up with my work. I recently was told I'm getting a written warning for poor performance. I have social anxiety on top of my bipolar 1, which affects my behavior at work. I truly don't feel like I can keep up with the demands of full time work anymore. I spent so much time and money in school to reach this point. It was difficult and professors doubted my abilities. Now I'm realizing they were right. I've always had a feeling I could somehow make it through school, but I'd be in trouble once I was facing working for 40 years. Does anyone have any recommendations of what I can do? I was thinking of quitting and trying out a part time job, but then I'll lose my insurance and won't have meds anymore. I think I'd do best working from home.
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Bipolar 1
Latuda 120 mg
Adderall 40 mg
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