I've tried finding other jobs but nothing in my area is good for me. I owe a lot to my employer...He's good to me. It's hard dealing with ppl when your so different from the them. Just something I'll always deal with. I can't defend myself when guy's make fun of me for not getting laid. I'll alway's look like the outcast, Especially at my age.

Just wish I had of done thing's different in the past and I wouldn't be in this situation.