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Originally Posted by Wild Coyote
Am trying to respond to posts. Have been reading.
The past 2 days have been very difficult. Feel like I am slipping into a paralyzing depression. My pdoc added Wellbutrin at a low dose, for starters. I am having difficulty tolerating it, along with my other meds.
I feel like pain, fatigue, depression have ruined my life. It's been over 30 years, with so much lost. I think I could have prevented some of the losses if I was not so impaired when they were occurring. 
This all affects my H and stresses our marriage. He is a very compassionate person. Yet, how much is anyone supposed to endure?
He has a BPII diagnosis, too. Yet, he is very stable and functions extremely well. I am lucky to have him in my life; yet, feel very badly because my illnesses have such a huge negative impact upon his life, too.
I feel like my illnesses are progressing. I don't have a lot of hope right now.
I hope to respond to more posts later on today.
Love to All!
WC |
I’m sorry. I understand how your feeling, I think many of us do. We all deal with degrees of guilt and sadness about our own personal situations but it all boils down to having self worth , I struggle , actually it’s my biggest struggle.
I just remind myself as often as I can I matter and I matter to others. Really hard to do at times.
You know how I feel about you and my heart breaks for you that your sliding down, how to stop ? Oh if it was easy
my shoulder is always available for you.
Just do your best self care and keep talking don’t get stuck in your head.
