I feel significantly better today. I think I’m turning a corner. RS spent the night and we had a great relaxing night watching a movie and tv. Today we had breakfast at ihop and then went to an aquarium and arcade down by the shore with my son. The shore was so relaxing. Not too many people because it’s the middle of winter. It was cold but the sun was shining so it didn’t feel too chilly wrapped up in my jacket and scarf. We came home and RS helped my son build more of his LEGO titanic that he got for Christmas. Then he helped me do the cleaning I’ve been neglecting because I’ve been feeling so depressed. I feel much better with everything being cleaned up. Later my SIL and BIL are gonna come and have a few drinks. I’m not going to drink though.

So maybe the extra haldol is helping? Or maybe it’s just because I’m spending so much time with RS? I don’t know. We will see tomorrow when RS goes home for a couple of days. But I hope I’m just feeling better in general.