Hello everyone and happy Monday; my least favorite day of the week. I had an alright Monday; work was alright lots of minor little projects like labeling everything and of course everyone including reception were thrown of since it doesn't at all feel like what they are used to; all have said the paint was one thing; this feels like a completely different office; and of course patients complained that they didn't like that or that or that and got mad that things were changed; very few were actually happy about the new things so I had to listen to nitpicking all day. One was so unhappy they threatened to not come back. Like people we told you updates were going to happen and now paint and cabinets offend you. I honestly don't understand people; they complain the have issues and don't like having to use a step to get up to the table; but the moment we make it a chair that can be controlled they flip out.


So work was so very much fun; I can only imagine the comments I will be hearing Wednesday night when everyone will be there. I am already starting to get the feeling of wanting to hide under my desk, I only hope that I will be okay like I was at the New's Year Party, take a Buspirone right before to knock out the anxiety. I am just scared of the unknown I guess; not to mention I probably feel a little testy since this project was my baby. My boss also got me a little gift for my hard work; which is a gift card to one of my favorite makeup stores. I need to go through it and reorganize some of my current makeup though.


I still cannot believe M said those words last night that he loves me. I really do love him and it is just so nice to be dating an actual adult who has his crap in order and doesn't expect me to be his mommy. We are equals and I can't remember the last relationship where being equals was a thing; maybe my very first relationship with S all those years ago.


Hugs to everyone