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Old Feb 26, 2019, 06:59 PM
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Originally Posted by raging vortex View Post
I feel the same most days. I compare my life to the movie groundhog day- fail to sleep, do nothing of value all day, cope with too much, eat too much, then fail to sleep again

honestly 16 years of " things will get better" is bull ****. things don't get better, they get worse

but please don't kill yourself. don't look up on google about mixing the meds

I've been in that place and

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it's really scary when you're lying in that hospital bed wondering if actually, this is it and you've succeeded in what you set out to do- I have come close many times

I've also come close many times. I've done so much therapy that it's ridiculous I still come to this. I've been told what to do as far as coping skills go but once you hit a low that's so far down, coping skills seem impossible. I'll try to use some of them, though. Thanks for the reply.
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