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Old Mar 05, 2019, 12:09 AM
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Originally Posted by ~Christina View Post
It’s often good to get stuff out of your head. We can all relate. No matter how instignificant you might think it is.
thanks Christina, it's hard because some times I feel it's too much, or becomes a rant.

Sunday doc called and I am really appreciated of her interest and caring, however her way of communicating isn't my style. I respect that she's worked hard to get where she is, but I do believe growing and learning never ceases ..especially in the health field.

On Friday I had already asked to speak with the specialist to go over the endoscopy biopsy, that's another story that if I mentioned it some may ask why go back to this gen doc...
Friday i had a stat ultrasound sound.
Sunday's call doc tells me with In the same conversation that:
I should had went to the hospital and if it ever happens again to go to the hospital... and then promptly after saying it's just fatty liver , and no that couldn't have caused my symptoms, and those are still a mystery... then telling me "well you have been stressed and may be that's what this all is".

If it was "just stress" I wouldn't had went in, what was going on was very physical and very real, at least to me and a few others too that saw me...
I did tell her I wanted a second opinion, which she agreed we could do another scan.

Today after working I went back to the place that the ultrasound was done and got a copy of images and the report.
It's not doom, but it's more than a "just" as if not much.
Yes, scream that I am a horrible patient, I know.. but I am not a freaked out patient, I am a learning and "where am" I patient that needs input from someone educated.

Been reading a lot. Looked up a lot, been reading of life changes .. also read more than one article that talks of the symptoms i had with the report findings, and how it probably shouldn't be shrugged off... I know I only went and got my vet tech cert many years ago, but health and body things I do like to read on. Reason why I kept my back images and researched was because of interest too and amazement with the body.

Anyways, it's funny .. liver problems.. angry liver... liver -the seat of anger ..aaannnndddd last T telling me my anger wasn't integrated
Oh..
How things some times go hand in hand I guess I am reminded, is what I am trying to say.

On top of that, that kid next to me that recently moved out, verbally office told me he was infested-- no wonder i saw a roach then.

My cat is with my ex (his "dad parent" ) because I can't be remote or late at work tomorrow and it's easier for everyone... I miss my cat and have felt sad that I had to disrupt him. Cat is a sensitive guy, and I just want the best for him... I was talking to him as if I was telling a child of what was going on...

It will all be ok, and yes I have and continue to be stressed but life does go on... I've been very bouncy again, but isn't that my natural state?

Yes, still need to see a head doc..just my physical issues took precedence I felt... and yes, I understand the stress and slight depression before hand didn't assist with this now... but I cant go back.. only forward.. and I have to remind myself that a lot
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~Christina