Survived and managed not to cry. (Had tissues in my pocket at the ready though.) Go me.

Still, I loathe it and don't feel like I know jack-diddly. Like, just because they said I "passed" (pity pass, trust me) doesn't mean I should be put on a register. The complexity of their policies and all the crap they do is ASTOUNDING. (A nearly 2" stack of paper filled with minutia I'm supposed to "know"(!!!!) Let alone verbal stuff.) And all end with the caveat that if you mess it up, you will be disciplined "up to and including termination". **** that. Living in constant fear of being fired like that is no way to live. I would never do something bad intentionally, but innocent errors from sheer confusion? Another story.

I've been holding off on just asking to go back to my old job, but only because they know I'd be looking for something else, and that doesn't seem quite fair on them. But maybe I'm just being overly-considerate.(?)

I have today off. TG!!

This experience has definitely fueled my already well-established distaste and distrust of big corporations. (I thought this one was somewhat regional, but of course it turned out they had been gobbled up by a large national chain.) Can't wait to burn that damn name badge! And not have 3(!) employee numbers.

Sorry, veering off into a rant!

I need to call the people that were my "team". I've had the meds right along, but no therapy, and that's not good going through this.

Many hugs all around. Sorry I've been kind of wrapped in this situation.