My back keeps seizing up. I can’t walk. I’m scared. I can’t even walk across my house. I’m trying to rest right now and hopefully soon I’ll be able to walk at least a little bit but I’m not sure. I sent my son home on the bus today thank god because I didn’t think I’d be able to get out of the house to get him and I was right. I don’t know what to do. The ER isn’t going to do anything for me. My spine doctor can’t do anything for me. I just have to try to walk through the pain but it makes my legs weak and I’m afraid I’ll fall. I just want Wednesday to get here ASAP. Hope to god this works.

Sorry for complaining again I’m just scared by the fact that I can’t get up to walk right now. Plus I’m alone at home so No one is even here to help me.

Edit: I managed to make it to the bathroom and back. Barely but I did. I’m stuck here until bedtime I guess. Then I’ll try to make it to bed.